[24-8-14: “A little bit of make-up never hurt nobody..]
And to think I woke up this morning “trippin” over a dream I had the night before. .. Ever get that feeling, right before you wake up, where everything you’ve just dreamed and experienced felt beyond real (heart stopping kind of, damn I’m dead real). Well, I’ve had about two of those experiences in just one month, and it’s been getting more intense and surreal as I’ve been ignoring them. I don’t know what the deal is, but I’m waiting for the universe to give me some sort of straighter message. But all in all, I was a bit down for a few hours, reminiscing on a things, writing poems (accidentally erasing the ones on my phone..so mad about that) and listening to music. Then I looked at my tv screen and decided to call Everest! And boy did it change my life! Lol! But on a serious note, I like legit said “fuck this! I’m about to beat my face up and have a mini photoshoot..” I kind of see why girls lean more towards the “modeling” lifestyle cause it’s just pure fun! Just the mere action of getting dolled up and taking pictures is a nice feeling (self-esteem booster). But am I a model or want to be? Nope! I’m perfectly just fine with taking dope pictures and putting them in a photo album (granny style).