est. 1993

4:18am

Writing my dear life away.
The only way I could express my sins and desires for a man that I admire.
This is not a poem.
Just words properly placed in a rhythmic manner.
Maybe I should masterbate
Or get a little higher off of life
And call him to curse him out of spite.
This is not a poem.
I just needed and wanted to write.
(uvza.)

[24-8-14: “AfroPunk Festival ‘14”]
  We compliment each other oh so well.
Third time meeting and greeting this fine young thing! I’ll meet her again, I know it! She makes the hardest things in life seem so easy and smooth. It’s her voice. She puts your world at ease. Solana Rowe, Sza, is just pure bliss and an amazing performer!

[24-8-14: “AfroPunk Festival ‘14”]
We compliment each other oh so well.
Third time meeting and greeting this fine young thing! I’ll meet her again, I know it! She makes the hardest things in life seem so easy and smooth. It’s her voice. She puts your world at ease. Solana Rowe, Sza, is just pure bliss and an amazing performer!

[24-8-14: “A little bit of make-up never hurt nobody..]
That moment when you realize you need a tab bit push of motivation to bring out that sex appeal… Thinking of that person who makes you shy in a room full of people when you’re always the life of the party. Who makes you wish that love could be enough to survive in this world. That person who makes you do nothing but sweat and moan when they’re the ones pleasing you…

[24-8-14: “A little bit of make-up never hurt nobody..]

That moment when you realize you need a tab bit push of motivation to bring out that sex appeal… Thinking of that person who makes you shy in a room full of people when you’re always the life of the party. Who makes you wish that love could be enough to survive in this world. That person who makes you do nothing but sweat and moan when they’re the ones pleasing you…

[24-8-14: “A little bit of make-up never hurt nobody..]
And to think I woke up this morning “trippin” over a dream I had the night before. .. Ever get that feeling, right before you wake up, where everything you’ve just dreamed and experienced felt beyond real (heart stopping kind of, damn I’m dead real). Well, I’ve had about two of  those experiences in just one month, and it’s been getting more intense and surreal as I’ve been ignoring them. I don’t know what the deal is, but I’m waiting for the universe to give me some sort of straighter message. But all in all, I was a bit down for a few hours, reminiscing on a things, writing poems (accidentally erasing the ones on my phone..so mad about that) and listening to music. Then I looked at my tv screen and decided to call Everest! And boy did it change my life! Lol! But on a serious note, I like legit said “fuck this! I’m about to beat my face up and have a mini photoshoot..” I kind of see why girls lean more towards the “modeling” lifestyle cause it’s just pure fun! Just the mere action of getting dolled up and taking pictures is a nice feeling (self-esteem booster). But am I a model or want to be? Nope! I’m perfectly just fine with taking dope pictures and putting them in a photo album (granny style).

[24-8-14: “A little bit of make-up never hurt nobody..]

And to think I woke up this morning “trippin” over a dream I had the night before. .. Ever get that feeling, right before you wake up, where everything you’ve just dreamed and experienced felt beyond real (heart stopping kind of, damn I’m dead real). Well, I’ve had about two of  those experiences in just one month, and it’s been getting more intense and surreal as I’ve been ignoring them. I don’t know what the deal is, but I’m waiting for the universe to give me some sort of straighter message. But all in all, I was a bit down for a few hours, reminiscing on a things, writing poems (accidentally erasing the ones on my phone..so mad about that) and listening to music. Then I looked at my tv screen and decided to call Everest! And boy did it change my life! Lol! But on a serious note, I like legit said “fuck this! I’m about to beat my face up and have a mini photoshoot..” I kind of see why girls lean more towards the “modeling” lifestyle cause it’s just pure fun! Just the mere action of getting dolled up and taking pictures is a nice feeling (self-esteem booster). But am I a model or want to be? Nope! I’m perfectly just fine with taking dope pictures and putting them in a photo album (granny style).